Poem: Blank Page, Empty Mind

a blank page, an empty mind
that is all, I guess it's fine
a lonely heart, cold as death
chills my soul, I cannot rest
a fiery hate, against myself
and yet so cold, my Love I shelf
another day, another time
I'd 'had it all', I thought I was fine
Love was warm, so was my heart
I let myself fall, I tore it apart
I tried to open, let happiness in
nothing but air, I felt empty, thin
so I filled up the hole, with thoughts of remorse
and thus set the tracks, of this self-destructive course
I don't let anybody in, and nothing out
on the outside I grin, on the inside I pout
I've shattered my soul, divided myself
I'm part of a whole, a fragment of 'self'
a piece of the puzzle, a drop from the glass
a word of the sentence, a memory long past
voices in my head, they scream, they whine
but on the outside I just smile, so simply I do say,"Yes, I'm fine."

© ZephyrAnjoyo 2010

Poem: Blank Eternity

I can't think of what to write
haunts me all damn day and night
hesitation burns my soul
insanity won't let me go
I fear the shadows of doubt in my heart
the pencil is ready, my mind won't start
and I shudder to think what would happen to me
if this was to continue for eternity
if immortality was given me
yet my mind remained blank and free
try and try, it would never end
that is hell on earth, my friends...

© ZephyrAnjoyo 2010

Update: Music :D

As you can probably see, I decided to add a music playlist to my blog. If you don't want it there go ahead and tell me.
A.R.M.

Update: A Little Colder Today (con't)

I had forgotten to capitalize Love, but now I was able to fix it so I am happy :D
A.R.M.

Poem: A Little Colder Today

it feels a little colder today?
hey, you know, winter is on it's way,
and it'll cool your heel and give you time
to calm your heart and ease your mind.

you look a little older today?
your skin has wrinkled, your hair is gray,
and you've begun to realize you're running out of time
memory by memory you are losing your mind.

you're trying to act bolder today?
for some reason you want to go play,
and you're feeling adventurous but just don't have the time
you wonder if you will ever have peace of mind.

feeling a little colder today?
looking 'round there's nothing left to say,
and as the shadows consume what's left of your heart you wish you had more time
happiness gone Love but a whisper you realize you've lost your mind.

© ZephyrAnjoyo 2010

Poem: My One

so simple it is
this Love, passion, devotion
all for you, my one

© ZephyrAnjoyo 2010

Poem: Pie

I like pie
without it I cry

© ZephyrAnjoyo 2010